Aieda Del Bambino

Da Best Boifwen Ive Ever Had......

2011-08-16T22:39:00.002+08:00

I dunoe what else to do.. Or who i shld share ma probs wit too.. I guess this is the only place where i can let ma feelings out.. I feel so miserable..

I cant deny he's da best boifwen ive ever had.. Yes i swear he is. He gave mi evritin i wanted, put up wit ma nonsense and listen to wateva i sae or do wateva i asked him too.

Truth is, Im been playin hard to get as i dun have ma mum's blessing to be with him. Mum dun like me to be wit hym.. I've tried to accommodate to mum but it hurts mi alot..I cant stand it any longer!! Peepel, tell mi wat shld i freaking do?? I had chased him awae many tyms but he came back.. But dis tyme, he didnt.

I feel so lost w/o hym, i love hym much. But wat can i do? Its already too late. He's nowhere to be found. Dear, i noe you will not be readin dis, but if you are.. Dis is da veri truth ive been hiding from you. Im so sorry. Im not strong to face all dis all alone animore. Ive shld tell you earlier but i dun wana hurt yer feelings..

)_=

2010-10-28T22:39:00.004+08:00

Hi.. Its been a long tyme i did a proper update..
Well, dis blog i tink.. Shld be betta off deleted..
Delete rather den bein left unused..
Or rather, OUTDATED..

Life's totally different since da dae Shah left.
Im bk to square one again..
Startg to get bk on ma feet & movin on..

Im lucky to have fwens who are owaes dere fer mi, owaes tryg hard to put a smile on ma face.

They're ma PILLAR of STRENGTH..

Thank you all.
I lurve & appreciate u guys alot.

Otea, im currently sellin 'grapes' at hm.

Not werkg. Haiz ~
Go skul, go bk straight.
Got plans, den outs.
No plans, stay hm.
No life.

Dbl haiz~~
WTF.

2010-10-14T11:17:00.001+08:00

When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most ♥♥

2010-10-06T02:11:00.007+08:00

Jus wana wish ma lil sis

HAPIE18TH BDAE!!

Like finally, she can take her license! :):):)

Got fwen to rempit soon!

Wohhhhoooo!

2010-10-02T16:46:00.001+08:00

260910

Aieda & Shah

Officially Over

2010-09-20T22:25:00.002+08:00

Life is about trustg our feelings,

takg chances, losg and findg hapiness,

appreciatg the memories and learng from da past.

2010-09-20T22:02:00.004+08:00

Hola all.
I noe its been awhile i didnt update.
Not reali bz, but jus plain lazy.
Deres natin interesing to update aniwaes.

School's out fer now.
& im at home rottin.
LOVE is busy wit werk.
Haiz.

Life gettin 'suckier' day by day. =_+

2010-08-22T20:16:00.003+08:00

Currently wit Sara at hm.
Da rest went out fer IFTAR without mi ):

I've jus got ma pay
but UNFORTUNATELY..
Wit a BLINK OF AN A EYE..
All ma pay is GONE..
Gone jus like dat..
Haiz..

STUPID SUMMON!

&&

Im missing dat sumone alot.
Freakg alot.
Otea bye.

2010-08-18T00:55:00.005+08:00

Fer da cosy morngs..
Fer da warm winters..
Fer understandg da silences..
Fer da silly pampergs..
Fer da surprise hugs..
Fer da stolen kisses..
Fer bein an angel..
Fer bein all dat u are..
All i can sae is..
I deeply, deeply lurve u..
And its a blessg to have u in ma lyfe..

HAPIE 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY LURVE!!!! :D:D:D

2010-07-11T18:18:00.005+08:00

I don't think you will ever fully understand
How you've touched my life and made me who i am..

I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are
That even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star..

I don't think you ever fully comprehend how you've made my dream come true
Or you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do..

You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find
Unconditional love that exist in my body, soul and mind..

I don't think you could feel all the love i have to give
And im sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live..

You are an amazing person and without you i don't know where i'd be
Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me..

2010-07-11T15:08:00.006+08:00

*Ma TWO FAV DARLIN *

Hola. Haha.
I noe im way behind tyme again.
Too busy to update..
Or maybe i shld sae lazy?
Deres natin interestin to update la to be exact..

Well readers, fer those hu dunoe..
I've jus moved recently and not stayg Bendemeer anymore.
Im in Tampines now.
Of coz, shall not reveal da reasons here.
Do hello2 mi personally if you guys wana noe, aites..

So far so gd here..
I hope no more moving again.
Its troublesome to pack ur tings tyme and again xia.
We've our own room here and definitely more comfortable.

Its reali more hectic fer mi to travel to skul and werk fer mi now.
From east to west.
And west back to east again.
Imagine da long journey evridae?
WOW!

As fer lyfe now, im SUPER BUSY wit werk and skul.
And not forgettg BOIFEE.
So sorie guys fer not contactg sum of you.
Hope you guys undastand.
Will definitely make up fer it.

Otea lastly, wana wish DEAR2
HAPIE belated 10 MTHS ANNI & ADVANCED 11TH!
I noe im owaes late in wishg.
So i betta do it now.
Hahaha.

Gtg now.
See you when i see you.

Much Love,
Aieda Lurrvvee.
xoxo

2010-06-20T14:39:00.004+08:00

You know you're everything to me
And I could never see, the two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
And no matter what you do, I promise you my heart

I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you, like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I dedicated my life to you
You know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you
And there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together

I just can't live without you, and I want you to know
I need you like
I've never needed anyone before

Wow, yeah I live my life for you

Dedicated to da SUMONE DEAREST IN MA HART.
I LOVE YOU.

2010-05-23T17:34:00.002+08:00

Jus wana wish BABYLURVE

' HAPIE BELATED 9MTHS!!!!! '

I will lurve you till da end, baby busyuk.

MUUUAAXXX!

2010-05-15T10:06:00.004+08:00

Hola ALL!

HAHAHAAHAHHAHAH.

Sorry, i didnt realise im way way way behind tyme until i checked a few of ma fwen's blog.

Either they had update lotsa post, moved/chg link or deleted their blog.
Fuyoooo. Wat a slow poke i am.

Hmm, well.

Life been reali3 bz wit skul, werk, babylove, family & fwens.

Especially werk for now.

Top prority, babe!!
My baby x1 birthdae cumg soon la. He ask fer a veri3 expensive present each yr.

Seriously expensive.

Fer those hu undastand, good. Fer those hu not, go figure it out, aites.

I nid to reali buck up on ma skul's attendance.

Its damn POOR.

How do u guys wake up so easily in da MORN?

Any tips??

Or else im gonna die. huhu.

Otea, gtg now.

Will update soon.

Takin care.

2010-04-13T13:40:00.005+08:00

YOHA!

Im gonna update todae.

Suke tk KEKWNS?

Sabarla, tk update blog mcm uat dose bsar gitu.. Haaaa.

I did update ydae but sum masalah technical happen la.

Was so pissed off wit lappy.

Arrrg! 4get it.

But anyhoos, lets begin wit da updates.

Jus started skul ydae.

It was....... otea la.

Da gd thing is, of cos la.. get to meet fwens n gossip.

1 whole mth of hols, many things to share mah.. hahaha..

Da bad thing is, TIME TABLE sux.

Big tyme. 4 daes of 8am class n lotsa gg bk @ 5pm.

Sumore TEACHERS are owaes talkg abt PROJECTS.

PROJECTS, PROJECTS & more PROJECTS!
WTF.

Fer werk wise, atleast alot betta now.

So far so gd. Not much comments.

Only $$$$ was nvr enuff.

I still have lots to pay, baby bike's insurance gonna MATI soon n ma TP case is pendg.

I worry tinkg abt dis evridae. Haiyaa.

Help mi, anyone?

Btw, had back aches ydae.

Whole afternoon of housewerk.

Jadi AMAH BOYAN sak.. (you noe, i noe la peepel) hahahaha.

Well gona stop now..

Wait later i talkg more nonsense da susah. Hahahaha.

Toodles & TC.

2010-03-24T14:22:00.007+08:00

Jus had chalet wit ma Gfs recently..
& karaoke'in' da next dae..
We reali had a HELLA GUD TYME;););)
Well, shall not elaborate much..
Let some of da PICHAS do da talkg, aites? Hee.

Well. dats all folks.
Too tired to upload so many.
TOODLES & STAY TUNED.

2010-03-24T14:08:00.004+08:00

I noe its abit too late, but i still wana wish my
DEAREST BABY..

HAPIE 7TH MONTHSARY!!

2010-03-12T11:44:00.004+08:00

Exam's OVER! Skul's OUT!

Its tyme to

WWWOOHHHOOO!!!

*dancin*

2010-03-08T14:22:00.003+08:00

* The old mi. See how diff i look and how fat i am now;(

Hola hola.
Im here to update;)
Jus finish cleang his room.
From chgin bedsheet to vacuumg. Vacuumg to moppg.
Dang. So tired.
Now my nose itch like hell. Due to all the dust.
What a shito. -___-

I took ma WRB exam just now. Ma jaw nearly dropped when i go thru da paper.
It was like very difficult lor. But i managed to pull thru, i guess. Insyaallah.
Two more papers n im on hols!
Woooooohhhoo!

Well..

Enuff abt skul, now lets tok abt ma werk.
Im currently werkg wit Pastamania & KFC.
Where? Dun ask.
Lotsa place & reali2 effin hope dis wld be temporary.
Who likes to werk here& dere, ryte?
Especially when its u're 1st dae IN A NEW PLACE n u dunoe how to go abt doin things.
Cnfrm BLUR like SOTONG. Haaaa.
Da werst part is, IM A GERL & my colleagues are all GUYS.
So PAISEH xia. Where wana put ma face?
Now either eat pasta or chicken.
Mcm ne tk gemok? Haiyaaaa.
I wana shed kilos very badly lor.

Till here, wana start muggin fer tmrw's SVE paper.
Toodles & TC.

2010-03-05T02:53:00.008+08:00

First of all, i wana sae.. i dun UNDERSTAND SPAMMERS!
I REALI FARKG DUN!
Jus wat da HELL are you guys tinkg?
Natg betta to do isit?
U wana read, ur problem.
But pls jolly well kip ur comments to urself or to those hu got da tyme to entertain ur nonsense, aite?
Senang kap,
MEPEK TK LAYN.

Otea, bk to da story..
I noe i've not been updatg again.
Im reali2 super duper busy nowadaes.
Im bein push arnd like a ball werkg here n dere.
& ma exam is jus arnd da corner.
Its ma final exam n im over n done wit year 1.

I wan skul to end fer good, so i can find a proper job.
A proper FULL TYME job.
Imagine me, a student having to pay more den 500bucks per mth?
I definitely cant take it any longer.

But tinkg back, deres no end to education ryte?
I still wana take ma diploma, degree etc.
Oh well... will see how it goes..

Otea, abt ma upcomin event..
Im gg picnic wit ma childhood fwens dis sun 070310 @ marina barrage.
Weeeeee! So nice! I veri da looiikkee!;)
Cant wait xia.
Long tyme no see dem all, you noe.
But too bad, im joing dem abit later, due to ma werk.

-_______________-

Im havg chalet wit ma GFs too!
One nyte stay ya gerls.
We gonna sit down & gossip lyke nobody's business.
Hahahahahaah.

Otea, gotta pen off now.Its 3 plus in da morng & i've skul later.

Till here READERS. Stay tuned.

PS: Dun mind da song. Once in a while dgr agu cocok2 langit. hee.

2010-02-16T18:48:00.006+08:00

I was granted half dae leave todae.Was on full shift fer two daes.Dunoe why but im having a very very bad backache and stiff neck.Ders 'koyok' evriwhere at ma body.I seriously walk like ' LIANG PO PO'.Did i get da spellg ryte? Arrg...Oh well.

Peepel had been buggin mi to post n put more pics.
I owaes wanted too, but either i dun have da tyme or lappy is not wit mi.
So it will be outdated by the tyme i wana blog abt it. Serious.
I seek ur undastanding peepel. Heee.

Well, since im bloggin todae, i'll update wat happen last from last Sat.
Sat - Supposely had to go fer Shiro's gatherg, but i didnt get too. Due to some reasons.
Reali sorie guys fer not attendg.
Went to meet my two fav girls n their family instead. How i mish dem loads tau.
Went JB to eat, shop n play crackers (mercun).
Had a blast dat dae. So tired due to all da running.
Hello, im even scared of BALLOONS, otea?
I get shocked easily.

Sun - Werk full shift. Didnt get to celeb V DAE wit love.
So sad. Nvm, dere owaes next year ryte, sayang?
Heee

Mon - Full shift again. Horribly busy n tired
Coz im all alone.
Had to send many ords.
I nearly wana wave da WHITE flag. -_-
Gave ma BABY BIKE a bath at ESSO ydae wit Dayah afta werk.

Tues - Dat is todae. Half dae due to backache n stiff neck.
Here i am bloggin afta cleang his room.
Da terrible thing is, ma phone is down.
I didnt realise until i heard some noise inside da washg machine.
Ma phone is bein washed too. Until it cant be ON-ed.
WTF.WTH.
I cant be reached fer da time bein peepel, sorie hor.

2 more dae to our 6 mths anni.

Time sure fly faster den i tot it will be.I love you DEAREST.
I reali do.

2010-02-06T12:55:00.002+08:00

Sorry fer da late post.
Reali got no tyme.
Ni pon curik2 pat library tyme keje.. hehehe
Well, dis gona be a short post..

Jus wana announce dat im DONE wit ma CLASS 3!
Woooohhhhoooo!:)
Aieda can now officially drive on da road.
Dun jealous peepel.
Hahahahaha.

2010-01-25T15:52:00.003+08:00

Weekends were simple.
Sat was spent on werkg da whole dae.
And werkg da whole dae can make mi die xia.
Die of BOREDOM! Natin to do.
Jus slack n slack around alone.
Like wat da FISH ryte?
Haaaaa.

The whole of Sun was spent with Hubby, Lil Sis & Babygerl.
Went JB to shop, eat n visit ma god-mum.
Yesh, simple weekend but still enjoyable. Heee.

Now, in skul not noein wat to do.
Evrione else is bz wit their CSO scripts.
Im done n over wit that but but but up next is da SVE script.
Haiz. Stress stress stress.
When are all dis gonna be over?
Fark.

But anyhoos,
Todae gona spent da whole dae afta skul with hubby.
I very da llllooooiiiikkeee!:):):)

2010-01-20T15:21:00.002+08:00

Jus came bk from skul.
Im so sleepy from da long long wait ydae.
Todae is anoda dae of waitg. -_-

Gonna catch some sleep now.
Gd dae READERS.

2010-01-20T02:27:00.002+08:00

Saying I love you,
Is not the words,
I want to hear from you,
It's not that I want you,
Not to say but if you only knew,
How easy,it would be to show me how you feel,
More than words,is all you have to do,to make it real,
Then you wouldn't have to say,that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,if my heart was torn in two,
More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,
What would you say,if I took those words away,
Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you,
It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,oh yeah,
It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,oh yeah,

Now that I've tried to,talk to you and make you understand,
All you have to do,is close your eyes,
And just reach out your hands,and touch me,
Hold me close don't ever let me go,
More than words,is all I ever needed you to show,
Then you wouldn't have to say,that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,
What would you do,if my heart was torn in two,
More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,
What would you say,if I took those words away,
Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you.....

- Lurvin u lots, BABY
AIEDA

2010-01-20T01:16:00.004+08:00

Haiz.
Wat a bored dae.
Stayed hm all dae long.
Online, watch tevee, play games.
Online, watch tevee, play games.

&

It goes round n round n round.

NOW
Bloggin, watch tevee , still waitg = bored + sleepy

Off to LALA LAND now.
Na-nyte READERS.

2010-01-18T15:49:00.006+08:00

Frens been buggin mi to update.
Its not dat i didnt want to, but deres abit of TECHNICAL prob wit ma lappy.
It reali pissed mi off. Serious shit.

Im currently in skul n i got no pics to update.
So currently, i'll jus make do wit this.

Celebrated ma birthdae at SWENSEN , CAROUSEL & MOVIDA.
Yea, 3 tymes. Advanced, da dae itself n belated.
Haha. Tamak. I noe. Im lazy to elaborate. SORI.

I've lots to upload but mostly its outdated.
I guess you all also wont bother to read outdated post ryte?
Haaaa.So i'll betta skip dat.
I promise to update more next tyme aites.

Btw, hapie 5 mths to us.
To those hu noe hym gd.
To whom hu do not, too bad.

- BORED. HUBBY is not in town.

Plans, anyone? -_-

2009-12-27T22:44:00.003+08:00

Wow.. I do have lotsa of visitors eventhough ma blog is dead.
Where on earth do ma visitors cum from ehk?
Wwwwoooooo. I've chg ma links so many tyme SIOK.

But aniwae, thnks fer takg ur tyme to read ma blog.
It do make ma blog more famous.
Thank u & appreciate.

Otea, bk to da story. Recently, im busy werkg.
Werk until i didnt realise dat im left wit only a wk of holidae.
Fuyoo, mati2 ma holidae assignment not done yet xia.
Report writg. 1000 werds.
I seriously dunoe n how to go abt doin it.
Help mi pls, anyone??

Well.. Abt ma lyfe now, i dun wanna comment much.
Its gettg crazier each dae.
I've lotsa lotsa problems n lotsa lotsa to pay.
Continue lyke dis n i'll confirm get da green paper.

-_______-

I'll betta go now. Hubby's callg.
Tc all.

2009-12-10T13:59:00.003+08:00

Hola READERS..
Currently im settling well in Bendemeer.
Atleast alot lot betta den da previous house.
But da bad thing is, its reali far fer mi to travel to n fro to skul.
Haiz. Shall not mention abt dis anymore.

Im currently in skul, not payg attention but busy chattg n bloggin.
Wahahaha. Sleepy to da max xia.
Im startg ma new werk dis sun at WESTMALL.
YEAH. WESTMALL.
Im definitely gonna get lost.

Well before i talk rubbish, i'll betta be goin.
Stay tuned folks.
TC

2009-12-03T11:20:00.002+08:00

Sorry fer da MUTE again.

Been busy wit things at hm.
Movin here n dere. Like crazy.

Lyfe's gettg sucker evridae.
Its not easy stayg wit others.
Sandwhich between many many many peepel.
Have to take care of other's feelg.
Haiz..

Sumtyms i wish im betta off DEAD.

2009-11-27T02:12:00.003+08:00

Hello READERS.

Pardon mi fer da late updates in e future.
Will be bz packg. Movin out in 2 daes.
Anitg urgent do buzz me.
Thank u(:

2009-11-22T16:29:00.002+08:00

Went to ma Ah Ma's bdae chalet ydae.
Wow. She's 66 oready liao.
Sori hor, I cant upload photos due to ma stupid corrupted memory card.
So i guess i'll jus have to wait fer ma kuzzins to upload da pics.
Do it fast pls, kuzzins?
Thank u(=

&&&

Like finally, ma 2 wks mc is over!!
I can go bk to skul liao. Fuyoo.
Hapie xia.

&&&

Btw, i mish ma RIDE.
Cant wait to see hym again. Heee.

2009-11-20T05:50:00.003+08:00

Hola READERS!
Natg much to update fer now.
Currently on 2 wks mc.
Met wit an accident.
09 Nov 09.

DUN WORRY..
Im recuperatg well(x

Till den,
TC.

2009-09-24T16:07:00.005+08:00

As i sit wit little to do,
Ma mind is filled with thoughts of YOU..
As i werk hard throughout da dae,
I miss yer SMILE dats miles awae..

As i lay down & try to slip,
Its MEMORIES of YOU i owaes keep..
YOU must noe dis, ma LOVE so true,
I spend all ma tyme MISSING YOU..

2009-09-15T13:40:00.004+08:00

Hola peepel..
Sori fer da very very very late updates..
I went thru alot during da times i was gone..
Jus needed time fer mi to stand up again.

Fer those who noe abt it and been dere fer mi all along, i jus wana sae BIGGEST THANK YOU.
I appreciate it tonnes. Ur advises n help would never been forgotten.

&

Fer those who dunoe, i guess i'll announce it here.
Zai & Aieda are officially over.
Dats all i can sae.
No questions asked pls.

Otea back to ma updates.
I cant possibly rmmbr wat i do or where i go from da time i stop blogging till now.
So i'll start from ydae jela.
It was a FUN -IRRITATG - BAD -WTH - FCUK dae, boleh?

Went to catch BLOOD TIES with Nurul and ma NEW FOUND FWEN ydae.
The storyline was otea la, but i covered ma eyes alot coz im extremely scared of blood.
Dere's alot of violent killg and blood evriwhere. Ewwww!
I also get shocked easily. Maklum lah lemah smgt! hehe.

Went to PASTAMANIA dere to look fer ma MANAGER fwen. Had free drinks & went fer a smoke wit hym fer awhile & we sae goodbye to ma new fwen & headed to da carpark to look fer ma precious baby.

To our shock, ma pillion's helmet nye visor was stolen! WTH sak!
Tkder duet tolg kap gan Aieda. Aieda kasi tkya nk curik. Puki tol. I was totally pissed off.
Kecian Nurul kene kai helmet JIPANG jap. haha.

Tu tkper, nk jupe ma sdare DIDI n his fwen, ALIM pat UBI industrial sesat! Tk jupe2.
Atlast smue kene maki hamun jap. Da la pillion ku berat (no offence ehk, NURUL.. hehe).
Da jupe tkper, tugu peh lamer utk moto ciap. Kiwak mcm nk nages. Da lapar.

Tu tk pasl ehk.. Deres more..
Afta UBI industrial we went to BENDEMEER.. Ma cousin's crib.
He wana chg n put tings bk at hm. Waited again.
7 plus. Evribodi BREAK FAST oready. Except us.

Afta waitg, we went to Ah Boy. Die2 i wana get a new visor fer ma helmet.
They canot tahan coz i kept complaing. So evribodi had to follow mi dere.
When we were abt to leave fer LUCKY PLAZA, NURUL nk tompang DIDI..
Tayar pancet dok! Fuyoo. Darah maken up.
Waited again fer an hour plus fer evritin to be ready.

Our official plan was to go LUCKY PLAZA to have ayam penyet.
I was seriously cravg fer it like hell. From last wk k.
But but we end up eatg at ADAM'S CORNER. Haiz. 9PLUS. Kalah kn org puase.

Afta eatg, DIDI decided to accompany me to send NURUL hm first while ALIM stay wit their anoda fwen hu jus arrived.
Halfwae, he was lost! Nowhere in sight.
Tayar pancet agik. He called to sae he U-TURN hm.
I ended up sendg her alone.

Afta sendg her, i went bk BENDEMEER.
To see whether his fine n decided to call it a dae afta dat.
I didnt wana follow dem to TANJONG RHU.

GUE TKBLE ANGKAT AGIK BEB. WAT A DAE I HAD!

To DIDI, I noe u're in camp now. Tc of urself.
Its ur 1st dae n also da 1st tyme u're separated from us.
I'll see you again when u're out.
PROMISE! xD

random

2009-09-10T14:05:00.001+08:00

LEADING A NEW LYFE!(:

2009-07-26T20:13:00.002+08:00

I'll be bk BLOGGIN again soon.
Too many things had happened dat i dunoe where & how shld i begin with.
THNKS fer bein dere dearest FWENS(:

2009-06-26T22:30:00.002+08:00

JAJA tk aek sei..hehe.
I'll update now jus in case sumone else saes its gettg dusty too.

MON - Slept thru till its time fer mi to go werk @ 6pm in da eveng.
Heck. Had to do closg since i 'pandai2' chg shift wit sumone.
Long time nvr do all da heavy stuffs. Back all pain.

TUES - Went to LOT 1 CCK library to do ma skul project. With JAJA,SIS,CONNIE & ARDIKA.
Connie's late & Min didnt turn up due to some reasons. Left early as i had to send dearest sis to werk. Had some fun wit dem though(:

WED - HELL BORED. Didnt go out at all. Not even the shops downstairs. Was lazy as a FAT PIGGY.

THURS - Went fer ma car prac in the morng. Automatic lesson. Was havg da chills at first as i was scared i'll get dat fierce female instructor. But i didnt. I get dis old pakcik who is veri boastful. Like WTH. Tellg peepel he got 2 CARS. 1 Bike. Went to overhaul his bike's engine fer $1.7k & bla bla bla.... many many many trillions tyme. Doink. -_-

Went fer LOVE'S POC dat eveng. Like FINALLY! Evritin's over now.
No more mon - fri in camp. Hahahaha.
I sumpah SUKKERRR you! I LOOOOOIIKKKEE! *giggles*

FRI - Dat is todae. Went to werk jus now in da morng. Was damn sleepy i tell you. But had to tahan fer 7 hours. Reach hm, straight to sleep. Tkd cakp anyk nye. Heeeee.
& now here i am BLOGGING afta readg JAJA's tag.
Sori la peepel. I simply dunoe what to blog abt. Natin interestg la happen.

Till here, i guess.

Will be back fer more.
See you when i see you.
STAY TUNED & TC.

2009-06-18T23:23:00.003+08:00

Believe it or not,

i spent almost 5 freakg hours jus to chg ma blogskin.

I dunoe why, but im still not satisfied with it.

Looks average & incomplete to mi.

But wateva it is, credits shld go to ma lil sis fer helpg mi alot.

Thank you sis. Reali appreciate it.

Im gonna slip soonest. Jus came back from werk & im on morng shift tmrw.

Na-nyte evribodi.

See you when i see you. TC.

2009-06-18T16:37:00.003+08:00

SORRY MA BLOG IS UNDER MAINTENANCE.

COME BACK AGAIN SOON.

THANK YOU(:

2009-06-16T00:17:00.005+08:00

Im bored. So i guess i'll update abit.
Skul's hols is on but dunoe why i feel so bored.
Maybe i jus mish ma mates.
Their laughters & their nvr endg crazy jokes. Haiyaa.

Btw, I noe sum of them will read dis.
So i hope to see you guys dis SUN @ Connie's Sis Weddg?
Mish you BABIES tonnes, millions, truckloads tau!
Heee.

To: JAJA,
do update mi on which day we're gonna werk on our project ASAP can?
I nid to take off la. Paham2 jela. Busy woman. Hahaha.

Otea la. Mind's blank. Betta get going before i begin talkg nonsense.
Like usual. See you when i see you.
TC & Stay Tuned(:

2009-05-29T14:31:00.005+08:00

Yea! Its finally Fridae again.

Nowadaes i seems to like Fridae alot.

Wana noe why? I have 3 daes off afta strugglg from Mon.

Skul & werk la. Wat else.

Anoda reason is LOVE is out from camp!(:

I sumpah suke you. Hee.

Otea. Random.

Time check: 1438 hrs.

Bored, so here i am blogging. Natin interestg happen dis 1 wk.

But only todae.

Ma BABY is sick now.

Dunoe wat happen. I cant even help. I jus dunoe how to.

Any professional out dere can help mi?):

Haiz.

LOVE lak not quite sure wat time he can book out todae.

Maybe confinement till tmrw morng.

So sad. Sob sob.

Btw, any idea fer a last min suprise bdae?

Tot of doing one fer LOVE tmrw since da dae itself his in camp.

Ma mind's reali blank.

Well, gtg now. Gonna tink of sumtg.

Tc peepel. Do stay tuned.

2009-05-07T13:18:00.005+08:00

Didnt go skul todae.
So i guess i jus update a little.
LOVE is cumg bk from BRUNEI tmrw.
So excited sei(:(:(:
I mish hym tonnes beb.

So many tings happen at hm dat i dunoe which path shld i take or which wae to go.
Dis reali concern ma future & ma pham's well-being.
Yess, its dat serious, peeps.

I dunoe who to talk to or where shld i get help from. I dun wana take the path dat i'll regret in da future. How in da werld am i gonna solve dis prob? Where shld i go next?
I feel like cryg but i noe cryg is not a solution.

Well, dun wana talk much abt dis. It gets mi so farkg stress up.
Fer now, i jus wana count da hrs left fer LOVE to cum bk.

Till den, TC.

~ ku merindui cintamu yang selalu dihatiku

2009-05-03T11:56:00.008+08:00

I noe its abit too late to post dis now since their weddg were like a few daes back,
but i thought i jus will.

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU, ALIF & NATRA!(:(:(:
MAY U BOTH HAVE EVERLASTG LURRVVE.

Otea, next is to ma DEAREST MUMMY.
Happie 47th BIRTHDAE!
Semoga panjang umOR dan murah rezeki.
Stay cantek, otea?
Hehehehehe.

Well, im done with dis post.
Do stay tuned fer more.
Tc.

~ Lonely w/o you.

2009-04-24T18:01:00.003+08:00

Sori READERS fer not updatg much.
Been bz wit skul & werk.
Skul's great & i LOVE ma new mates so much.
They are just cool & fun peepel to be with.

Been neglectg ma car's prac fer awhile now.
I jus cant find da tyme to go sei.
Like WTH. Bile mau pass kn camnie. Tsk tsk.

Well, seriously i dunoe wat else to blog abt coz its da same thing i do almost evridae.
Skul in da morng, werk in da eveng.
Even when im not werkg, i'll be at hm sleepg like a piggy.
Dunoe why so tired. Too tired even to do anitin else.

Betta 'CABOTZ' now before you guys get bored of readg ma blog.
See you when i see you.
TC(:

PS : I mish ma BABYBOY!

2009-04-13T20:35:00.006+08:00

I make FWENS,
but not reali ENEMIES.

Tell mi PEEPEL,
Do i nid any of ur permission to write wateva i like in ma blog?
Nah-uh, i dun tink so.

So GET DIS RITE,
Ma BLOG, so its ma sae.
Not HAPIE? Ur farkg ass PROB.
Tk suke jaln uh! Sape suro bace sak?!

U dun have da ryte to mess or dirty ma taggie.
If im a TRAMP, u're a cheap WHORE.
Get ur facts ryte before u point ur DIRTY FINGERS at others.

I betta watch out? Oooh, im so scared.
Mummy help mi pls. Haahaa.
U can kip ur b.f inside ur bloody closet.
I dun farkg care.

Prayg dat ma b.f wld do da same to mi?
Watch ur back, make sure dis thing doesnt happen to u again.
Btw, have it eva cross ur mind why he did?
Its definitely ur mistake. U're a psycho.
A crazie one at dat.

Amalina, whoeva da fark u are,
sbelom nk kutok org CERMIN UH diri sendiri dulu.
Nyonya bwh blk lagik mulie la sial.
Tk malu peh betina.

Prangai anjing.

Ape Ms Ryna & Emilio? Be kind to ANIMALS ehk?

DOG cam dorg2 ni kn?

Cian kurg kasi sayg ehk?

Tak hapie asl tk amik no aku kol? Takot peh siol. Brani pat sini je pe?
Pi dok bwh ketiak mak uh.
Rina, Azmi nye file anyk uh aku simpan.
Ko je yg BODOH NK MAMPOS.
Hahahahahahaha.

2009-04-10T18:40:00.003+08:00

Well READERS.
Here i am blogg. Its GOOD FRIDAE todae so i thought i'll be a GOOD GERL too & stay hm.
Sori LOVE fer not followg u go back kampong. I hope u undastand(:

Oh yes, ma blog is open to public to read. But dun make a fuss when u've found out sumtg dat u shldnt. If its ma fault, i'll sae sori. If not jgn harap la.

Went to watch Too Fast Too Furious y'dae. Otea, dun ask mi whether its gd or not cos i slept halfwae thru. So sleepy deh. Hee.

Fri, Sat.... Sun. Soon ma dearest kuzzie, NANA will be happily married. So nice. How i envy you.
Im sure u'll look like a princess dis SUN(:
I'll see you soon, aite?

Sun also means ma 9th mths anni with hym. How time reali flies.
9 mths n still countg, i hope. *cross fingers*

- Look into ma eyes, u'll see how u mean to mi..

2009-04-04T14:03:00.004+08:00

Mon - Werk. Closg. As usual. Go hm sleep. Next dae openg.

Tues - Werk. Openg. Wth. So damn sleepy. Again, go hm sleep.

Wed - Off. Went fer ma car prac. 18 more lessons to go. But serious shit, ma money inside acct finishg soon. No more money to continue. How da hell am i gonna find da money xia?! * I wish money can drop from da sky* LOL

Thurs - Werk. Openg. Abit happeng. Went out wit da PASTAMANIACS afta werk. But went hm wit sis earlier den da rest. Eyes cannot take it la. Next dae werk morng also.

PS : If you all wan da other pics get thru MSN pls. Thank u(:

Fri - Werk. Openg yet again. Went hm & rest. Went B.P to collect lappy from LOVE's sis. Dinner at Tong Seng & hm switest hm afta dat.

Sat - Here i am. Blogg. No plans. LOVE got guard duty. Holy shit. Its stay-at-hm dae unless i find sumtg to do or sumwhere to go. Till den. TC READERS.

2009-03-28T17:29:00.003+08:00

My knees start to shake
When you're in sight
My mind is filled with wonder
My heart with fright

When will this feeling stop?
When did it start?
How can i listen to my mind without breaking my heart?
I'm so confused.
What should i do?
I can't think of anything,
Except you
.
Should i ignore you,
Or just give it time?
I can't think straight,
My heart controls my mind.

2009-03-18T13:24:00.002+08:00

I dunoe wat to sae or how am i supposed to go abt sayg it, but dis few daes been reali sssuuxxx fer mi. Big tyme. Not probs wit B.F.But with sum other personal matters. Haiz.

Have to sae GOODBYE to our precious 'ALISHA' soon. Sob sob):
Now, we're not on gud terms wit others because of her too.
But nvm, may all dis be worth it. Insyaallah.

I noe sum of u guys may not undastand wat da hell im writg. Sori hor.
Jus wanted to let all dis out. So stress. Feels so stuck in da middle.

Tu tkper,deres dis BITCH been msging mi
LIKE-PMPN- TK-LAKU-TAKOT-JANTAN-DIE-LARI
maki2 aku without gettg her facts ryte.
Grow up, otea? He wont run if he reali lurvs you.
STUPID ASS!

Well, enuff of da unhapiness.
I wana congrats ma so called TWIN cum best COUSIN.
Gettg married la sei dier.
CONGRATULATIONS LOVE.
May u have everlastin love, aite?
Bear mi nephews or nieces soon(:

Skul gonna start soon. Next mth. So excited yet so mls. Jauh deh skolanye. Hehe. Startg skul means have to werk closg. Werk closg means more tired & not much time fer boifee.
Dun wori sayg, i still LOVE you da most!(:

~ i wish i cld give da WERLD to you..

Dead Blog.

2009-03-08T12:19:00.001+08:00

DEAD BLOG.

Cum back again soon.

2009-02-25T12:56:00.008+08:00

Sori fer da DEAD blog.
Deres many things runng inside ma mind & lotsa of things i wana blog abt wheneva im outside. Took lotsa of pictos here & dere. But wheneva im infront of da com, ma mind suddenly went BLANK.
A sudden blackout. Dunoe wat to blog abt or how shld i go abt writg dis.

Dis few weeks had been HELL fer LOVE & mi. We tried our veri best to scrimp & save. Fer da sake of his 'LUCY' & 'ALISHA'. Which both happens to turn a yr older in March. Otea2, i noe u all dun undastand. Its his wave & S4. Both their insurance are due fer renewal. They want a big big big present from hym.
Jus imagine how much 2 bikes will cost u? Its definitely a BOMB fer NS men lyk hym.

LUCY'S all settled. Left ALISHA. We gonna settle her by end of dis week. Insyaallah. Hope all dis gonna be over soon. *cross fingers*
Well, i noe you guys are curious to see ma baby. I guess its tym to reveal

H I M

Ma dearest X1.
TTT - AAA -DDD - AAA!

Da da da. Ckit2 cukop. I noe da colour SSUUXX. I've evritin change once i've da $$$$$$ :):):) .
& here's our 3 babies.

Wateva it is, we have to sae a big THANK YOU to dem. They've been takg turns to take us to and fro. Evriwhere and anywhere.

& heres US. 223 daes & still countg. :):):)

Till here EARTHLINS.Tc.

~ kau la segalanya..

Frustated

2009-02-11T17:39:00.003+08:00

Like WTF sei.. Been tryg to create a playlist fer ma friendster from jus now.. Until now cannot. Frustated GGLLEERR pe aku.
Haiyaa.

Stayed at hm since its ma day 'off ' and had no plans fer da dae. Been tinkg abt money alot recently. Need lotsa money sei. Money money money. Insurance, inspection, servicg, car license, bills, minyak, saman dan pape bende yg sewaktu dgn nye la.
Hidop susa mati pon susa ehk?

Im gonna and have to learn fast n hard about Spore roads soonest!

Well, natin much to blog abt fer now. Will update again.
T.C EARTHLINS.

~ i live ma life fer you..

20th birthday

2009-01-13T00:30:00.018+08:00

It was reali shockg sak.. I was eatg when ma colleagues came to me wit a cake singing me a birthdae song. I was so shocked until im totally lost fer werds. SUMPAH! They were so damn swit..

Went fer a meal wit pham at nyte. After much arguing , we decided to jus settle fer CAVANA. Heehee. Jadila kn dari tkde. Had 2 cakes dis year. So nice.

Dis is some of da random pics i took. Too lazy to upload da rest. Slow uh. Com lagging like hell. Overall birthdae was otea. Simple celebration wit family & phams. Cume too bad LOVE is in camp..

Jus wana sae thank you fer all da well wishes, cakes and evritin else.
HAPIE BELATED BIRTHDAE to ma
dearest cousin NANA and
ma manager MARILOU.

&

da BIGGEST ever thank you to
LOVE
fer da DCM-FS3!

~ i am evritin i am, because YOU LOVE MI..

Sara's Birthdae

2008-12-29T22:57:00.006+08:00

Jus wana wish BABYGERL
HAPIE 2nd BELATED BIRTHDAE! =)

I swear they're damn CUTE.

Sorry guys. Been busy dis past few daes. Dats why no updates.
Life's da same. Werk, go hm slip. Werk, go hm slip.
LOVE is in camp, so i'll jus be a gud gerl and stay hm when he's not arnd.

2009 is cumg and dat also means im turng a year older again in Jan.
Dis tym im turng 20. OMG! 20 sak.
No longer da digit '1' infront. Dunoe why i feel so old now. Nyehe.

I've lotsa GOALS (or shld i sae RESOLUTIONS?) fer da new year dat i dunoe where shld i start from sei. I reali hope i can achieved dem soonest la kn. Haiyaa..but den again we will see how it goes jela.
*cross fingers* -_-

Well, I may not get to wish you READERS in time, so i guess im gonna do it now.

May dis NEW YEAR bring happiness & joy. GOD bless you.

~ dere's a HERO lies in you.

Us

2008-12-17T22:04:00.011+08:00

Dis is wat happen when BOREDOM strikes. Pardon our
SUMPAH-SUNGGUH-TAK-PERLU
face. Agik2 muke aku. STOP it sak dada. Hee.

Well.. Im cherishg evri mmts i've wit hym now. Even if its fer a short period of tym. Ukan senang nk dapt jupe die skg. Haiz.
But nevermind, im sure all dis will pay off sumday. =)

Werk gettg's suck(er) evridae. Its like evribodi talkg to their own race n ignore da others if u're not one of dem. You'll be like a damn stupid fool standg dere not noeing hu to tok too or wat to do. Time also tickg slow. Haiyaa. I kinda miss ma own outlet now. Da laughters and warmth. Hmm..

Bike

2008-12-16T20:55:00.004+08:00

Hola peepel. Sowie fer not updatin dat much. Been bz wit werk. Werk, werk and more werk. Been makg maself EXTRA bz since LOVE went fer NS. Dats da only wae fer mi not to tink abt hym owaes n avoid missg hym terribly. Hell yea, its a BIG TEST fer us.

Well, im planng to get ma bike earliest by next mth. But im tinkg twice thrice and ten tyms abt it.. If i buy next mth, haiz.. nmpk2nye-makn-rumpot-la ku.. Mesti rabs nye. Hee. But i cant wait no more. Excited sei. Will see how la kn.. I wana get e bike as a bdae present fer maself la.

I guess its tym fer mi to go fer now. BABYGERL is cryg fer her milk.

~ i do, CHERISH you.

Posting Soon!

2008-12-15T20:46:00.003+08:00

POSTING SOON!

stay tuned =)

Double Blow

2008-12-10T14:59:00.005+08:00

I swear im SUPER DUPER sad! Ma grandpa pass awae yesterdae. He's GONE. Gone fer gud. Its like in a blink eye sei. How can a HEALTHY man, wit no medical records go jus like dat? Its so UNFAIR. I didnt shed a single tears fer hym as for i noe his 'tanggungan' dere will be alot heavier da more peepel cry fer hym. If i noe dis will happen, i'll go visit hym instead of gg to werk when he was hospitalised. Haiz, wat a bad CUCU i am. I didnt even get to see hym fer da last tym sei. Yea, GOD loves hym more. All i can do is to pray hard & hope he rest in peace dere. AMIN.

&& now abt ma dearest BABY. Yesterdae was also his ENLISTMENT dae. I didnt get to see hym off. DAMN shit, im missg hym loads now. Ru satu hari sei. 2 more daes to his BOOK OUT. Im veri farkg lookg ferward to it sei. B, im LOVIN & MISSG you so much sei. I SWEAR i do. It reali hurts bein separated from you. Its a sure TORTURE.I reali hope dis will end soon. -_-

Hapie Bdae!

2008-12-09T01:14:00.015+08:00

I noe its abit too late, but i still wana wish HAPIE BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAE to dis TWO gerls..

Puteri && Ryna

Semoga dipanjangkn umor dan murah rezki. Stay cute & pretty owaes. May all ur wishes & dreams cum true. Heeee. Love you gerls owaes. =)=)=)

~till da dae ma life is thru, dis i PROMISE YOU..

Christmas

2008-11-25T17:01:00.003+08:00

Christmas is still a mth away but TOWN is decorated with full of colours & lightings. Everiwhere till the tweeny weeny corner. And hell yea, its farkin full with peepel. Overload. Do peepel shop dis early? Even da road was jammed. Had difficulty gg here & dere.

Well, we headed to town last Sat nyte. Its been a long tym we last went dere. We're jus lyk tourists visitg a new place sei. Haha. Had Nasi Ayam Penyet fer dinner. Jaln2. Met up wit Shaby fer awhile den went off to meet his dad to take sum stuffs from hym. Again, no plans afta dat. Cian cuppy ku, perah nye perah otak atlast dapt jugk idea. Kite pi tanjong rhu lepak. Talk2 nonsense, talk abt da past, da tyms we jus get to noe each other,
the future ( his gg NS soon..lyk wtf -_- ).. Haha. Its lyk sum kind of family planng you noe. KWang3#@$%!

Afta dat, alek tros la. Da gantok rabs la. Hehe. Till here. Tc readers. =)=)=)

~when i see you, my heart smiles.

Rain

2008-11-20T15:35:00.006+08:00

I reali dunoe why.. But everitym we meet, the rain will start fallin. We will end up meetg late and with no nowhere to go. And same goes lyk ydae. Met hym and Hanchun at ASP. Was suppose to meet @ 4 but i ended up reachg dere almost 5. Was caught in the heavy rain la, wat else. Went fer a drink at the nearby coffeeshop while waitg fer 'ALISHA' to service her fork.

After sayg gdbye, no choice no plans, we decided to go Bugis. Had our dinner at BURGER KING. Yum yum. Den window shop. He bought mi a shirt. 'I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND.' Yesh, i love you baby. I noe you want da whole werld to noe,kn? Hee.

It began to rain again afta sumtyms. Went to BURGER KING again but dis tym to camwhore. Deres alot to upload but im jus farkg pLain lazy. Satu nie cukop la kn. Haha. Till here la. I've to sign off. Have to wewerk. Tc cr & stay tuned! Huhu. :]

~ love you once, love you still, always have & always will!

KL

2008-11-18T14:50:00.022+08:00

Our ' HONEYMOON ' Trip

I guess i dun nid to sae anitin. Pics tells it all. Had lots of fun wit hym. Shopg is da best part la, of coz! Hee. If can i wana grab evritin dere sei.. =(

But nvm, atleast i got wat i wanted. Huhu. Btw, A&W sdap beb. Jgn jeles ehk smue. Spore tk dapt. Nk pi KL dok 5 jam dalm bas k, pai bontot bengkak. Heee.

~to get to you, i walk a thousand miles.

skul

2008-11-12T15:32:00.017+08:00

I simply hate gg to skul. Coz gg to skul means wakg up early. && I SWEAR i hate wakg up early. Its jus so ssuuxx. Dunoe when all dis gonna end sei. Nie aru SKUL lyfe not yet WERK lyfe. Haiyaa. Wateva it is, i only have to tahan fer a few more weeks. Skul's out soon. Yea! Skul's out means i can werk more. && werkg more means im a STEP nearer to ma dream. Dream of ridin a bike. :)

Well, lyfe been great with precious. Guess wat? Todae is our 4mths la. Time sure flies fast. Hell farkg fast. Now 4mths, next 4 years, maybe?
**fingers crossed** -_- huhu.

~u're so hot dat i melted

Busy

2008-11-08T10:45:00.001+08:00

Sowie. Been busy.
Will be updatin SOON! =)

The Reason

2008-10-29T13:31:00.011+08:00

Im not a PERFECT person
There's many thing I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

Im sorry that i've hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

Im not a PERFECT person
I've never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I jus want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Pastamania

2008-10-18T22:54:00.006+08:00

** SPICY CRAYFISH **

** CREAMY CHICKEN **

** BEEF LASAGNE**

** BANANA PIZZA **

** CHICKEN CHEEZE **

** MARINARA **

Yum Yum. Ni la jadi makanan ku sejak2 keje PASTAMANIA nie kn. Heee. Dis is the food yg so far i tried la. Vveerryy Nniiccee. I LLooiikkee. Huhu.

Otea, sowie again peepel. Fer not updatin often. I seriously got no tym. Go skul. Go werk. Go out. Do project. Free tym pn was spent on sleeping. Im too tired to on da com oready la by da tym. Wat a life ehk.. Haaiizz..

Im trying ma veri best to SCRIMP && SAVE la. Nk down MOTO. Its been ma dream sei. I'll do anitin to achieve it. I'll make sure i do. =)

Btw, sape2 yg nk gambar2 pape, i dun reali upload into friendster, tagged or wateva shit la. Only here. Pape pandai2 la kebas ehk. Heeee. Lau terpost muke sape2 yg BACIN maap la yer. Tk sengaje. Kwang3!

Till here ehk.. Do rmmbr to TAG or LINK mi before you go.

AIEDA sayg kamu smue. Huhu.

Hari Rayer Pics

2008-10-10T12:24:00.022+08:00

Sowie fer da late update. Been busy or maybe jus plain lazy. Heeee. Dis is da random pics i took during HARI RAYER..

** FIRST DAE RAYER **

** RAYER WITH DEAREST **

** RAYER WIT FWENS **

** SIS 16TH BDAE CUM HARI RAYER OPEN HOUSE **

** HAPIE 16TH BDAE, SIS!!**

Sowie SIS. I noe its abit too late too wish now. But i hope u like da present Zaini & i gave you ehk.. May you be blessed all da wae. Stay hapie wit DONKEY aite? Ei Oh Ei Oh! Heeeee. =)

&& Nadd, sowie.. Ni jek pic yg ader.. Kite tk amik anyk pic la.. Next wk skola da start sei. Project de 3 tk uat2.. Stress la. No tym to do.

AAAARRRGGGHHH! Wateva la. Till here. Tc. I LOVE YOU ALL. MUAXXX..!!!

HHHHhhhhheeeeeeee.

Rmmbr STAY TUNED to CUPPYCAKELURV.BLOGSPOT.COM for more UPDATES. Kwang3!

(C'MON, shake, shake, shake, shake, SHAKE IT!)

Hari Rayer

2008-09-30T12:36:00.006+08:00

Yeah Yeah!! Sok Rayer!!

Hhhhhhaaaaa..

Its like 'ddduuuhhh..'

Org hapie, aku tk.

Mane tk. Niari kene keje beb. Of all da daes kn.

SAYGKU lak da alik KAMPONG.

Alik KAMPONG satu hal.

Tklei get thru die pai skg.

MANGKOK + SUDU + PINGAN

Sgalenye la. FED UP sak.

Wateva it is, AIEDA ingin menyusun 10 jari meminta

AMPON dan MAAF sekiranya ader terkasar bahase atau menyinggungkn ati.

Segale GURAUAN harap tk diambil hati.

HALAL kn MAKN dan MINOM AIEDA yer smuer.

CAMAT ARI RAYER AIDILFIRTI MINAL AIDIL WALFAIZIN =) =) =)

Daily Routine

2008-09-25T13:01:00.004+08:00

SLEEPIN, EATIN, BLOGGIN, FRIENDSTERIN, TAGGIN, WATCHG TEVEE, SLACKIN became ma daily FAR*** routine.. Im gettin sick && tired of doing da same thing everidae la. Haiyaa. Mendak sei idop. Kalo kua jek la ru HAPPENIN ckit. Hmmm...

Now dat skul's HOLS are here, I kinda mish ma FWENS && goin to skul lak. Tapi bile skola da ukak, aku peh pemalas nk pi skola NA'UZUBILLAH (sowie if wrong spellin..heee). I jus dread wakin up early. Dunoe why. Dari dulu pai skg. Tk ubah2. Heee. Wonda how if i av to start ma WERKIN lyf. Wakin up early eridae. Cnfm lyk SHIT.

Rayer pn da nk pai. A few more daes. Da great thing is, biaser la. Dapt DUET collection. But da BAD thing is.. Haizz.. Rather not tok abt it. Sape yg tau, tau la..kn. Im sure gonna cry bile dgr TAKBIR RAYER. Da la SAYG ku pn tkd. Alek kampong. Si PASTAMANIA nie pon siak. Bile tah lei start keje. Nk simpan duet nie. Nk down MOTO. Nk nk nk nk nk moto jgk. Heeeeee!

Da la, before i start talkin more nonsense, i betta stop here. PEEPEL out dere, patience la. If i got story i update. If not...... NOT LA. Keke.

With Lots of LUURRVVEE,

Bowlin

2008-09-21T14:17:00.015+08:00

Dis is where we go to CELEBRATE EMA'S birthdae.
Tk jauh la pat

** YISHUN safra jek..hehe **

** Da BIRTHDAE gerl **

** Dik, BUKAK MATE ko lak bsar2 ehk. Naseb de SATU jek yg BUROK **

** CRAZIE us **

Dats ma STORY fer now. Stay TUNED!

BEG Dress UP

2008-09-15T21:19:00.006+08:00

Dis is wat happen in skul jus now. Office Dress Up TEST. Shall not sae much. Pictures explains evritin =)

Amcm? De tokoh tk keje OFFICE? Sowie ehk lau muke TAPAI ke aper.. Heee.. && aku tau ku GEMOK. Tkya tgor.. Haha. Chaos!

2mths Anni

2008-09-12T13:54:00.014+08:00

Jus wana WISH ma BABYLOVE

HAPIE 2 MTHS Anniversary!!

Tym sure fly fast. Its seems lyk jus ydae i get to noe hym la sei. Well, i reali2 hope we can go far. **cross finger**

When i tell you I LOVE YOU,

i dun sae it out of HABIT

or to start a CONVERSATION..

I sae it to remind you dat

YOU'RE da BEST THING

dat eva HAPPEN to mi.

I LOVE U BABY. I reali do.

Bro

2008-09-12T12:47:00.019+08:00

Otea, yesterdae was ma BRO's 22th birthdae. We had a small celebration @ hm. Had STEAKS fer BUKE. Yum Yum. Da lamer sei tk makn . Its been a long tym mum cook WESTERN tau. Ma bro is reali a one LUCKY guy sei. His bdae slalu dapt present maut2. Dulu dapt HANDPHONE. Skg lak dapt PSP. Hmmmmmppphh! Cemburu bangat sik gue. =(

HAPIE 22TH BIRTHDAE BRO!

Haaaaaa! Wateva it is, i GUESS its his GUD fortune. Ne tau it will be ma turn one FINE dae kn.. Kwang3! Till here. STAY TUNED! =)

COMPLAINTS

2008-09-07T14:47:00.007+08:00

I've been gettin COMPLAINTS dat im not dat reali ACTIVE here animore && not updatin like usual. Sowie PEEPEL.
Its not dat i dun wana blog.. but i reali dunoe wat to BLOG about la.. Heeee...
Gettin slacker && slacker liao..

But aniwae, dis few daes life's reali SSSSUUUXXXX fer mi. Probs wit PHAM, probs wit PWENS, probs wit BOIFEE, probs wit MONEY, probs wit ma X .. Almost eviritin under da sun la.

Well, shall not elaborate. Jus noe dat im gettin more && more FED UP. How i wish i can JUMP off a buildin && end eviritin. Haiyaaaaaa.

Dunoe how ma RAYER wld be dis yr. I guess it will be da damn FARKIN WERST. =(=(=(

Otea la.. till here. Thnks fer stayin tune peepel. See you in da next ENTRY.

I Miss ya , BABYLOVE!

TP

2008-09-02T20:31:00.005+08:00

Sowie fer not updatin fer so LONG..

Dunoe why so PLAIN lazy seii... Pnat lar..

Well..So far, ma lyf's da same.. No changes..

Only busy wit ma PRINCE CHARMIN && SKUL..

Sum more, EXAMS are jus around da corner..

Stressin! Heeee....

Da only one GUD NEWS i cam bring u all is dat i FINALLY got ma QDL. Yesh, QUAILIFIED DRIVING LICENSE.. lyk afta so LLLLOOOONNGGG. Haaaaaaaa! =)

I can ride anytym now.. But NO BIKE. Keke.

SOONEST . Jus u peepel wait , aite?

Its been ma DREAM && im gona make dis HAPPEN fer sure. Yea, i will.

Otea la, till here.. Natin much to sae. Will update again fer sure. So, Stay TUNED!

Pssstttt.. IMY alot sayg =(

Camwhorin

2008-08-22T19:55:00.013+08:00

Updates Updates && more Updates.. =D

Mon - Went to skul fer awhile. Den go hm. Bathe && change. Pi pit pat ECP. Wit Cuppycake's clan la . Haha. Overall da pit was FUN eventhough it rains quite heavily fer awhile. SHABY was dere too. Had fun wit her. Sorry PEEPEL. No pics. Ma farkin fon was down. Salah timin sei. Overnyt dere.

Tues - Was plannin to go skul straight from dere. I brought all ma skul's stuff. But too bad, da rain falls again when i was abt to go. Stayed && continued to slip. Haha. Went hm straight && didnt went out. Too tired.

Wed - Went to NOKIA CARE @ Wdlnds afta skul. ZYLA && EMA accompanied mi. HE picked mi up && sends mi hm. && its a STAY-AT-HM dae.

Thurs - Again skul && NOKIA CARE. Collected ma fn. Felt so miserable w/o hp even fer a dae. Luckily cpat siap. THUMBS UP NOKIA! :)

FRI - Which is todae.. Went to skul. Went hm, bathe, chg and outs. Went for a job int @ BREEKS TAKA wit ZYLA, EMA && MIMI den alik tros. Sempat camwhoring beb. Lamer tk amik pic sendiri. Haha. Dun laugh when u all see ma terrible face.

** Steppin CUTE **

** I SWEAR i open ma EYES.. for dis pic **

** && dis ONE too **

** RAWK ON! BEB. haha **

** SMILE, BITCH!@#4 **

** && dats AIEDA fer you, peepel. haha **

Haha. Dats wat i do when boredom STRIKES mi. Kwang3! Otea la till here. Will update again SOON. Dun run awae. Chalo bete!

ALL abt us

2008-08-17T19:32:00.010+08:00

Finally, its ALL ABOUT US..

Thnks Fer TUNIN IN, peepel.. :)

Clarke Quay

2008-08-17T15:20:00.024+08:00

Sorie Peepel.. I've got no mood to blog la since i failed ma TP la. Cam CIBAI sei..

Nvr gonna take ma TP again..

PHOBIA PHOBIA & PHOBIA.. Ish!

FRI dari nk pi skola tk pi.. Tk kua uma pon sei.. i feel lyk a TOTAL FAILURE.. STUPID SHIT U DADA.. Arghhhhhh. 4get it..

Sat i went out wit ma CUPPYCAKE.. :)

Pi tgk kwn die nye band peformance pat CLARKE QUAY until 8pm..

** SEXY BACK.. KWANG3 **

** WE TOOK THEIR PIC && THEY TOOK OURS..HAHA **

Haha. I noe. Pic kiter tkder. Sabar ehk korg2. Otea, bk to da story. Afta da Band Perfomance, we went to TAMAN WARISAN to pick up sum food fer his FAMILY from his dad. I jus stayed outside. Hehe. Not da tym yet la sei to meet hym. Went bk YIS to send da food over to his house afta dat. Again i waited downstairs. Blom masenyer. Segan SIOT. Haha. Agik ku kai tk sopan. Went slackin @ da reservoir lpas tu den 723 to meet ma darlin Sara && Sis. Reach hm 11 plus. JANE was all angry. Heeeh.

STAY TUNED to da next blog if YOU all wana see hym. =)

tp

2008-08-14T15:35:00.004+08:00

Nkmu kap anyk uh ehk..
KU TGH BINGET GLLLLEEERRR...
Mangkuk Pingan Sudu GarPu..
Smuenyeeerrr laaaa!
Felt so STUPID && USELESS..

** SORRY GUYS.. I'VE LET U ALL DOWN AGAIN :( **

Duka Dalam Rindu

2008-08-12T20:46:00.011+08:00

Malam ini ku sendiri lagi

Seperti malam-malam yang biasa

Hanya bulan yang setia menanti

Pagi yang bakal menjelma

Mengapa kau dustai cinta yang murni

Sedang kan kau tahu cinta ku suci

Kau robek kan jiwa akhirnya

Tanpa peduli ku terluka

Bukan kemahuan ku, bukan kehendak ku

Atas kegagalan cinta ini

Ku turuti jiwa

Atas kehendak mu

Walaupun ku sedar pahitnya bagiku

Aku reda apa yang berlaku

Berbahagialah oh sayang ku

Kelukaan ku ini usah la kau peduli

Biar ku beduka di dalam tangisan rindu

DIS IS FER YOU, DANNY. :)

Jempotan

2008-08-10T15:36:00.023+08:00

Got natin much to blog abt fer now.. Coz todae SUN.. Evri SUN kn a STAY-AT-HM dae fer mi.. Only ydae la.. I went out fer 2 JEMPOTAN. @ TAMP && MARINE PARADE. Its like a trend && craze lak peepel gettin married on NATIONAL DAE.. Sane sini bwh blk de org kawen beb.. Wont talk much la.. Mls nk type2.

Noooowwwwww.............................

PICS TYM!
Btw, pics PENGANTIN tkder pics kite2 jer ader. Jgn marah noh..Heeh

** SPONGEBOB **

** TWEETY **

** KUNGFU PANDA **

** US **

** US AGAIN **

** MUKE AKU BUSOK.. AKU TAU..HAHA **

** && MORE US!! keke **

** BAKAL KAKAK IPAR KU.. **

** CIAN DAK KECIK NIE.. NK TDO PON TK SENANG..HEHE **

** AKU **

** SKG MAK DIE LAK SEBOK **

** ITS HYM **

** IDRYAN FAZIQIN **

Haha. I got natin betta to do actuali. Otea la.. Dats all FOLKS. Stay TUNED fer more! :)

THURS nyte

2008-08-08T07:59:00.006+08:00

Well Well Well..
Ish tkder la NANA hapennin sgt..
Its jus abit BETTA den last tym..
U noe, i noe PUBLIC dunoe.. heh.

Which dae did i last stop updating? Hmm.. WED ryte? So now gonna talk abt THURS..
I OVERSHOT again. Tk pi skul. Haha. Actuali not reali. Sengaje overshot kn. Coz got S & W!! Kwang3. Lazy la. GUDNESS.

Stayed @ hm until 5 plus. Den off to meet HYM. Oh ya, ZYLA && EMA came over. Dari hosp. Kcoh sak si ZYLA nie. Tklei lari nk lari. Atlast AMBULANCE datg mari angkut die. Hehehehe. Otea, bk to e story.. I went.. I mean we went to catch MONEY NO ENUFF.. Aek beb. Criter klakar abes. Pecah prot sak ketawe. Haha. I noe im a MUVVEEEE FREAKKOOOOSSS now. Evri wk sak. Without fail. Heh.

Btw goin bk tym, i saw ma ABG SDARE behavin intimately. Wit anoda gerl or shld i sae anoda WOMAN ? && wat reali SURPRISE mi is dat, dat WOMAN is not even his WIFE!!! Its lyk W.T.F ?!! HEEELLLLLO? Do u noe dat u're MARRIED? Sorry, i wont reveal his IDENTITY. I jus wana let out ma FEELINS. GERLS, dats GUYS fer u. Do take PRECAUTIONS aite?

Afta da muvvveeee, we jus hang arnd sumwhere dere. Lepak. Hujan sei. I cant get ma DBL CHOC. Weather too cold. So sad. :(
Nvm, next tym aite SAYG? We went hm afta hujan da OTEA ckit. Pity ma CUPPYCAKE. He's werkin at 8am todae.

&& todae, im jus gonna wait fer ZYLA && NURUL to come over && finish our projects. && OUTS wit HYM later in da evenin. Yea! :p

&& btw, im takin dis opportunity (coz takot tk sempat, sok de ORG KAWEN) to wish evri SINGAPOREAN here a veri happie

NATIONAL DAY!

MUMMY

2008-08-06T19:28:00.022+08:00

Yea! Todae can blog. Coz stayin hm. Tk kua. Coz pnat la sgt.

Again, gonna make it short && simple.

I reali2 SLEEPY. I jus && reali nid ma bed now. Heeh.

Otea, cum lets continue da STORY fer last SUN.

Went to watch MUVEE, MUMMY.

Dere were all together 24 of us.

AUNTIES && UNCLES && COUSINS.

Me, HYM, ZYLA && FWEN.

Ribot kn? Kekeke..

U all shld watch da muvee. Best sei. Gd muvee.

** BESTEST COUSIN EVER **

** HE'S GROWN DAMN TALL SAK.. **

** COUPLE OF DA DAE.. HAHA **

** COUSINS **

ZYLA, ME && HYM went to av ma all tym FAVOURITE, NASI AYAM PENYET @ Lucky Plaza afta dat.. Its sooooo YUUUUMMMMYYYYYY.. sei.. **I LOIKEE**

Haha. Well, we separated from dere.
CUPPYCAKE && me went to watch sunset afta dat..

** Nice view kn? HMM... Lau pandai teka la kite pi ne tgk.. :) **

Lpas tgk sunset, kite alek tros. Da gantok rbk sei. Smlm nye da la alik ambt GLEEERRRR. Otea, smue.. DATS MA WHOLE of last wk..

As fer dis wk, MON.. slaen pi skola.. I jus stayed @ hm && be a MUMMY'S gerl. TUES, go skul also but afta dat teman NURUL pi poly AMK. Den walk arnd AMK area awhile den head hm. Relax awhile siap den outs to meet HYM lak. Tk pi aniwhere far. Just chill arnd YIS. Den bk hm again. Sleep.

** HUEVA STAYS OR IS FAMILIAR WIT YISHUN, I GUESS U NOE WHERE DIS PLACE IS.. **

TODAE, went hm straight from skul. Like i said jus now, IM VERI3 F**KIN SLEEPY. So, I decided to make todae a STAY-AT-HM dae. Wana REST WELL. Coz tomorrow gonna OUTS again. Hehehe..

Otea, peepel. We end here fer now. KATIL da memanggil beb. Will update SOON. Takin Care

Preview

2008-08-05T18:41:00.021+08:00

Its been 5 daes. I didnt BLOG. Busy woman la skg. Hahaha.
Busy wit skul && ma dearest CUPPYCAKE.. :)
Project here && dere. So F***in Stress up sei..

Arrrggghh..Nvm.

Now bk to da story..
Ma update continues here..
&& Im gona make it short && simple..

(Nk kua la jap gik..heeh)

FRI, I accompanied ZYLA to P.S to settle her PREPAID thingy. Den off to SSDC to wait fer hym to finish his PRAC. We separated from dere && pi lepak gan kwn2 die pat kedai kopi. Went hm straight afta dat.

SAT, PREVIEW beb (JGN JELES SMUE). Hehe. Took lots of pics. But i only selected sum to be UPLOADED here. Da rilek2 uh anyk2. Pnat && lag la com nnti.

** I LOVE U CUPPYCAKE *

** DAT TYM 2JOK MUKE BLUR, skg tgn die lak la..hehe **

Otea, afta NDP.. We head to FAR EAST to have our dinner wit his fwens. Pi ECP aen bowling den jaln2 pat laut. Off to esp afta dat. Dats ma SAT. Hehe. So sowie. Got NO TYM to update more update SUN, MON && TODAE. I will when i have da tym. GTG now. He's on da wae. Take care && STAY TUNED. :)

Because YOU love mi

2008-08-02T11:15:00.024+08:00

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through, through it all

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were always there for me

The tender wind that carried me

A light in the dark shining your love into my life

You've been my inspiration

Through the lies you were the truth

My world is a better place because of you

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

Dedicated to sumone hu is reali SPECIAL in ma LIFE. :)

Thnks DANNY

2008-08-01T13:57:00.004+08:00

Well, PEEPEL.

Tis entry is dedi to ma BESTEE. Dun get da wrong idea ehk. I got 2 BESTEE. One is DANNY && anoda is ZYLA.

&& dis is fer DANNY.

I dunoe how to thank u sei. I am wat i am now bcoz of u. HAPPY. All ur ENCORAGEMENTS, WERDS && ADVICES. You make mi STRONGER. Its not da END OF DA WERLD afta all. Life can be BEAUTIFUL if we choose to lead lyf da correct wae, kn? Make more FWENS && enjoy first.

DANNY, im also takin dis opportunity to apologize. Im reali3 SORRY if i've hurt u in ani waes. I dun wan u to tink dat im jus lyk anoda gerl. Lau JODOH TK KEMANE. hehe.
Fergif mi, will you?

deres a HERO lies in you tau DANNY.

&& meet up SOONEST ya? Lamer tk jupe sei kite. Lots of things to share. && I still owe u a meal.

FORK && SPOON

2008-08-01T12:35:00.010+08:00

THNKS fer stayin tune, peepel. :)

Otea, now cums WED. Didnt go skul. Haha. De masalah 'technical' ckit uh wit ma BESTEE.. Da mcm cite 'HINDUSTAN' sak kite pat bwh blk. Haha. I climbed up && down da stairs. Run here && dere chasing her. Exercise beb. But until now, we still dunoe how to settle da prob sei. I dunoe wat else to do to help her. Ma plan wit ma CUPPYCAKE was cancelled dat dae due to tis. Its a STAY-AT-HM dae fer mi la in short afta dat 'HINDUSTAN' incident.

I jus hate goin to skul on THURS. Kaki nie rase berat la sgt nk jaln. Wana noe why? Because THURS is S&&W dae. Hehe. Maknenye, i have to exercise && exercise. Benci sei. Da la AKU part ni smue paling PEMALAS. Haha. But i still went to skul. Have to watch ma attendance. Da dapt 1st letter beb. CHAMPION kn ku..hehe.

HE picked mi up from skul. Accompanied HYM to SSDC. Book his PRAC. Den off to MADINAH && den his werkplace lepak jap.

Went hm @ 5pm. Chg & out again. Suppose to watch 'MONEY NO ENUFF' but tk jadi. Kite pi makn nasi ayam pat FORK && SPOON. && den lepak je. Pe nk uat. NO PLANS la. Pai uma makn tros GONE. haha. Pnat sak. Was out da whole dae from mawnin.

** US @ FORK && SPOON **

I noe MUKE tk clear. But dis is how i wan it to be. Surprise. Slowly, i'll show his face. But atleast you all got sum sort of an idea on how he look lyk kn skg? Keke.

&& As fer todae. I didnt go skul. Overshort again la. Hehe. Supposed to go coz got test. But i didnt. But luckily da test was cancelled. Phhhhhhheeeewwww!!! Dunoe whether wana go out not later. Veri TIRED la. Sum more ma TOMORROW && SUN is FULLY BOOKED. Paham2 jela sejak2 SINGLEHOOD nie kn.. Mesti mau enjoy! Keke..

GARDEN FEST

2008-07-30T12:48:00.047+08:00

GOSH, i actuali can ferget wat i did on MON.. Padahal its lyk only 2 daes ago..
hahaha.. im S.T.M (short term memory) . i noe

Wait..let mi tink hard...

Ohhhh.. Now i remember. I went to skul. As per normal. Class finish an hour earlier. NO CHOICE but had to wait fer ma CUPPYCAKE fer almost an hour in skul. Luckily dere's ZYLA && NURUL wit mi. Thnks guys. :)

Went to eat @ Adam's Corner. && hang out @ our usual place till 7 plus. Coz he got his prac on @ 8. Slept early dat dae. Dunoe y so tired && sleepy la.

TUES skul's lyk normal. Went fer class outin fer da SINGAPORE GARDEN FEST @ Suntec City afta dat.

Check tis out..

(THE GARDEN PART)

** Lawa kn tmpt dier? It jus feels lyk u're in HEAVEN sei **

&& now...... fer da

('US' PART)

** IOM RAWWWWKKKKSSSSSSS!! **

Yea, we sure had alot of FUN dat dae. Takin pic here & dere lyk nobody's business. Hehe. Dere's alot more pics actuali. Lazy to UPLOAD. COM LAGGIN LA. Sowie peepel. Cum to mi, i show u more .. Heeh.

Btw, PARDON mi fer ma PHOTOGRAPHY SKILL. SSSSUUUuuuxxxxx ryte? && da image quality too. Camera phone. Understand understood la,aite? Haiyaa.. Well, Dats MON && TUES fer mi. Till den. STAY TUNED :)

Cuppy Cake

2008-07-27T20:49:00.008+08:00

Cuppy Cake ,

I OWAES tink of YOU

in ma SLEEP &&

in ma DREAMS..

I OWAES tink about YOU

ALL DAE ALL NYTE,

hoping dat YOU'RE ALRYTE..

I OWAES tink of YOU

wishing YOU'RE tinkin of mi TOO

every MINUTES, every SECONDS of da dae..

I tink of YOU in every SPECIAL wae

I OWAES tink of YOU

I REALI DO..

&& its all because,

I LOVE YOU..

Love ,

Aieda :)

CHANGI beach

2008-07-27T12:34:00.030+08:00

Well Peepel, i got natin much to sae.. But i reali enjoyed ma SATURDAE wit all ma KUZZINS @ CHANGI beach. Here's da pics.. Enjoy =p

** Fwen cum Cousin **

** Me && Ma ' TUNANG ' **

** B.F.F **

** da GERLS **

** && more GERLS..hehe **

** Da Mothers.. Haha! **

** Mcm PAHAM ku si DADA nie pat dpan..Haha **

** FOOOOOODDDDD!!! **

** YUM YUM! **

** HAPIE 2nd BIRTHDAE, FAFA!! **

** Singin da BIRTHDAE song.. **

** Ma LIL KUZZINS **

** Cute kn? **

** ThreeSOME. Kwang3! **

** Ma 2 FAV GERLS **

** Feat kungfu PANDA, Tweety BIRD && SPONGEBOB squarepants **

** Me && Adik **

** && its ME again **

** SLACK && TIRED..at e end of da dae.. HEEH. **

Updates 2

2008-07-25T15:18:00.023+08:00

Otea peepel. More UPDATES. Afta da MC fer 2 daes.. I went to skul on WED wit much hesitation. E reason bein is dat i had NAPHA test afta skul on dat dae. Heehee. i HATE e runnin part OK ? Its lyk W.T.F ?!

But amazinly, fer da veri 1st tym, i completed 2.4 w/o much probs && stoppin. Mayb its bcoz i had ma music on LOUDLY, my wantin to go TOILET badly (NATURE CALL beb. which i kept sayin to maself 'cpat ckit AIEDA, nk terkencing, da hujung2 tanjong sak nie.' Kekekeke..) && also deres dis sumone hus OWAES playin inside ma mind.. Hmm..

Afta da test, bath in skul && went straight hm. Was veri2 damn tired liao. Body's all ACHIN && eyes all RED. But despite dat, i still went down to mit HYM fer awhile. Yesh, da guy hus been inside ma mind all dis while. IMHSM la sei. Dunoe y. Went hm shortly afta.

THURS, hmm.. Otea, wat did i do? Like usual, went to skool in da morn && went out wit HYM in da evenin. We went to catch 'PROM NYT'. Da endin was damn SUPPPPPEEERRRR LAME!!!!! i dunoe wat exactly e DIRECTOR are tinkin of or whether he had run out of ideas. HAHA! But Nice TRY, MR DIRECTOR..

**Manage to snap a pic wit ma BABYGERL while waitin fer HYM to pick mi up**

Went 'lepakin' afta dat. && afta much laughters, i suddenly went dead. I received a most HURTFUL msg from someone. It almost broke ma hart into half.. I tried holdin bk ma tears which i obviously cant. Tears rolled down ma cheeks silently. YOU, im reali SOWIE && THNKS fer lendin mi ur shoulders (its reali COMFY you noe). hehe. I must have made a FOOL of maself KN ? A few hours of slip && off to skul.

** SOWIE guys, i noe u r dyin to noe hu da guy is.. Its jus not da tyme yet to upload his pic..but will SOON..When da RYT tym CUMS.. Stay tuned ;) **

FRI, a dae i usually blog && stay at hm afta skul. Watch a FASHION show in skul jus now. Well.. The shows are bored but its alot betta den stayin in class studyin. Hee. ;)

**WELL,dats ITE BISHAN fer you, peepel!**

As fer todae, im gonna stay @ hm && rest well. Pnat beb hari2 kua. Tomorrow goin ma lil KUZZIN birthdae pit @ CHANGI. See you all tomorrow, KUZZIN! Gonna have lots && lots of fun together. Gonna take lots of pics && upload here SOONEST!

**CUPPYCAKE, dis song 'TERCIPTA UNTUKKU' its dedi fer YOU.

Its ma fav song. ENJOY! **

Kua gan CRUSH aku

2008-07-21T18:15:00.006+08:00

Otea peepel. Like usual, SAT was a STAY-AT-HM dae fer mi but Sun was FUN. Had a wonderful nyt. (not to others but to mi YES!) Although i had to wait fer 2 hours. Its Lyyykkkk DDDUUUHHH. But its UNDERSTOOD'ED'. **No worries** Luckily had ZYLA wit mi.

Didnt do nitin much actuali. We catch a muvvee @ PLAZA SINGAPURA. DARK KNIGHT. E plan was to watch @ THE CATHAY but tix was SELLIN fast dat only da 1st row is left. Sape sak mau dongak kpale lamer2? The muvee wasss...hmmm.. COOL I GUESS? hee.. Coz i dun reali catch da story. Complicatin. But E sound effect does make mi JUMP alot of tyms.. Heeeee. E STORYLINE WAS LONG. I ached ALL OVER sei..

Went to have a cup of tea over @ Serangoon North afta e muvee. We tok da nyt awae.. Its lyk GETTIN-TO-NOE each oda more session la. Tok2 && LAugh2.

He sends mi bk hm afta dat. We text each oda fer awhile.. Den OFF i am to E WORLD of DREAMS. Heeeee.

Hey, i noe u will read dis. U've been MISSED ALOT by mi !! :]

Fer TODAE nye criter lak, i didnt go skul. 2 DAES MC beb. Pi poly. && dok uma agik jela.. pe agik kn lau DADA. Heh.

Updates

2008-07-18T14:07:00.038+08:00

Here's sum UPDATES abt mi for E LAST FEW DAES..

MONDAE - Skul from 11am-5pm. But didnt go fer FULL lessons. Hehe. But instead went to skul @ 2 went bk hm @ 4. Its a STAY-AT-HM dae.

TUESDAE - Didnt go to skul. && again its a STAY-AT-HM dae fer mi. Bored ryte? Duhhhhh...

WEDNESDAE - Again, tk pi skola. Went out wit tis GUY, teman die buat motor. Pasl soknye di nk aen track. TARZAN && JANE nag && nag lyk F****N hell. Hahahaha. I dun care a HOOOOOOT. Shut ur trap la, pls? Im BIG enuff. I will run. DUN TRY MI.

THURSDAE - I went to skul. Afta two daes relaxin. Hahahaha. Went 'LEPAKIN' wit ZYLA pat STUDY CORNER near ma house. Kite mam MAGGI CURRY beb. I didnt noe e shop dere actuali sells dat until YESTERDAE. WAKAKKAKAKA. Dats how STUPID i can b sumtimes. ZAINI && AZMI join us afta dat. Chill, laugh2 lyk hell until 8 plus. E GUYS wana mit their fwens. AZMI send ZYLA bk hm. THANK YOU AZMI. U'RE SO SWIT. Went to bed early. Had S&W in da mornin. Its lyk SUSA DATG nk tgk DADA pi lesson tu. Kekeke. Babtu pnat smcm.

**DUN MIND MA BUSOK FACE. THIS IS HOW I LOOK @ SKUL**

**YUMMY, YUMMY. HAHAHAHA**

FRIDAE - Dats todae. Im here bloggin. Jus came bk from skul. Midnyt muveee wit ZAINI todae cancelled. He had sumtin on. Push to SUNDAE. Maybe goin out wit ZYLA && SHABY if i have E MOOD later. Till here. Will update again sumtimes. ;]

Btw, lots of tings seems to be happenin @ hm.. && tis song reminds of MA DAD, MA LIFE && MA FAMILY..HAISSHHH.. BUT NVM! ANIWAE ENJOY! =P

Hey dad look at me

Think back and talk to me

Did I grow up according to plan?

And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?

But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't pretend that I'm alright

And you can't change me

Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and We can't go back

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

Did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spent with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fight

And nothing's alright

Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and We can't go back

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

Nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your back

can't believe it's hard

Just to talk to you

But you don't understand

Wonderful Weekend

2008-07-13T12:56:00.048+08:00

Had a WONDERFUL weekend sei afta a veri2 long tym (sum ppl shld noe why.. u noe i noe PUBLIC dunoe, aite? hee).. NYT LIFE && NYT LIFE.. Hidop mesti ENJOY dulu kn,DANNY?Hee!

Otea,Peepel. Dis is ma bestie DANNY. He's been dere fer mi all tis while. I wana sae a BIG THANK U TO HYM. THANKS FER ALL E ENCOURAGEMENT && ADVICES. U r bein loved by mi && i simply TREASURE u alot. I sure DO.

Otea. Bk to e story.. Lets talk abt FRIDAE first.. I went straight hm from skool. Change && out. Went out wit ZYLA to mit her guy && fwen first before proceedin to ibu's house. Pi tgk 'ANAK LELAKI KU' beb. Baru branak. Cuuuuuute seeeiii.. IDRYAN FAZIQIN IS E NAME,YAW! (Sowie, KIN lau salah spellin ke ape..)

TTTTTTTaaaaaDDdDDdDDdAAAA!!!

**CUTE KN DIER?? HEHE.. =P **

Oh ya, met ma OLD fwen dere. NANABAYBE. Didnt met her fer a veri LONG2 TYM sei. Since she's no longer in CSC. && i quit SOON afta dat. Heeeee. We talk abt e old times && managed to snap a pic.. SOWIE KIN TK AJAK! **blueks**

Now fer da nyt time. Haha. Went to mit Nana && Kid @ Bugis. Tugu yg aen pai pat RAFFLES HOSP. Dere were 7 of us. All girls la dei. They're plannin a SURPRISE BDAE fer E two bdae girls, NAD && ZANA. AMAZIN kn adik bradek bdae lei kene sbela2 ari? 12 July fer NAD && 13 July fer ZANA.. OOOOPPPs! I mean kakak ZANA. We blindfolded dem && took dem to Nabin's. A MAKN PLACE CUM A PLACE TO SHEE-SHA'ING' IN BALI LANE. We get dem to stand in e middle of da crowd && ask evribodi in dere to sing a bdae song. Im sure they are moved to tears ryte, NANA? Gd EFFORT, SAYG! :)

Afta cake cuttin, we ate && chat..

&& den here we are at MOS dancin e nyt awae. Sueh MOS kene RAID. But natin happen la. Reach Nana's place almost 6am in e mornin. Slip over sane. Otea la , peepel dats FRIDAE fer mi. Now cums SATURDAE. Dgn tk mandi tk aper, cuci muke pon tk SIOT tros naek cab alik uma.. Kekekeke.. Well, i suppose to mit Zyla @ 5pm pat CT HALL.. Skali ter oversot uh tdo... Kul 5 ru angun. CIAN member kene 2gu lamer. Jgn marah yer.. Kite smgt nk pi tgk N.E SHOW tau.. Tepi2 pon jadi la..

Went out Wit Azmi, Zaini && da GENGS afta dat. Pi tman dorg mam pat BEACH ROAD. Den Shee-shaa'ing'. Tapi gue tk try. MALU SIOT. Ramai kwn nyer.. 5 ke 6 org. Agik gue tk isap ROKOK. Pi BOAT QUAY jupe kwn2 dorg yg aen lpas tu.. Pat KRISH (NANA,opposite KHAZANA jela sei).. Tapi gue tk masok la. Diri luar jek. Ga slack rbk la sei. HOTPANTS gan KEMEJE jek. Sowie Guys! Dis tym NO PICS. Ma phone BATT died on mi la.. WAAALLLLAAAA! Otea la peepel.. Dats ma SATURDAE.. Reach hm almost 5 am dis tym..

&& NOW ITS SUNDAE. Its a STAY-AT-HM dae. Have to look afta ma BABYGERL.. Dats why i have e TYM to BLOG. Hehehehe..

DANNY, THNKS TO YOU IM IN A HAPIE2, PARTY, ENJOY2 MOOD! =P

True Lurv

2008-07-10T13:43:00.004+08:00

TRUE LURV is when you shed a tear && still want HYM.

Its when HE ignores you && you still LURV HYM.

Its when HE LURV anoda but you still SMILE && sae "IM HAPIE FER YOU."

When all you reali do is CRY.. && CRY.

HP

2008-07-09T18:50:00.019+08:00

MONDAE punyer la smgt pi skola..Hee.. Biaser la first dae of skul.. Atlast Tuesdae tk datg.. Pasl layn adk nye karena nk aen MONOPOLY. Pai 3 pagy siot..

TUESDAE LAK, da tk datg skola.. Lei pi MARSLIN lak tu tukar hp.. Hp TV Mobile..

The phone COMPARED to ma old EXPRESS MUSC PHONE (i mish u la N5610..haish).. e MUSIC SUUXXXX when it sums to using earpiece.. Org gantok, makin gantok SIAL dgr.. Peh pelan.. BOOOORRRIIINN jek aku..

Tapi pat SPEAKER kuat nk mampos.. && Do U NOE WATS E WERST TING? E CAMERA REALIIIIIIII SSSUUUUXXXXXX!!!!!!! From 3.2mp to jus a mere PATHETIC 2mp??

I Heard tis PHONE is veri FRAGILE.. ROSAK LU BUANG SUDA BEB!! Tkya nk uang2 mase repair..hahahahah...Da la ku ni CLUMSY..Kwang3!!

Well, Lets hope tis hp will LAST LONG WIT MI..hehe (fingers crossed)

Otea la. GTG. Adios. & Takin Care!